I thought I was better than this,
But my skills are nothing
I tried hard to learn, to improve,
Even sacrificing time for family and friends
However, I didn’t get better,
My skills stayed the same.
I keep pushing forward,
But I see no advancement
I am not talented; I am not proficient,
Self-doubt has beaten me, taking over my thoughts
Maybe it’s time to move on,
To find something else, to find another past time that completes me.
I haven’t been posting any updates because I haven’t been writing lately. I felt like putting my thoughts down, so I wrote this poem. I really need to get better at writing poetry.